love note to my dearest.
i do not know where to start..but i hope u read dis,dear,i am very grateful to meet u.truly.from the beginning,i do not think our relationship will b more than a friend.coz i loved u just as a friend.i really do not think dat u would fall in love wit me,coz i'm not pretty enough like others,serabut je,pakai pun mcm makcik^2 ke cluz,heee.then muka dhla sombong.well,perangai i mmg mcm nie.if xknal n xrapat mmg i mcm takut2 nk tego.i xfriendly.if i da rapat u pun taw mcm mna kn.heeeee.xvogue mcm gurl2 kt kolej tu.xfamous.low profile gler.senyap je.xbnyk ckp.(kecuali ngan kwn rapat).hmm.well.setiap orang ada perangai masing2 kn.u kn sgt friendly n famous kt kolej kn...(letak tgn di bahu mata pndang ke ats.. ^___^)hmm..then when kte couple.ada yg ske ada yg x.i pun xtaw npe.i redha.then mcm2 berlaku.between us.mostly psal u.tp i sabar.sabar sgt.coz i sygkn u.i sgt2 sygkn u.until now.3taun.i b'sbr.n cuba time seadanya.but...i manusia yg lemah.juz manusia biasa.yg kdg xleh tahan sbr tu.i cuba tuk jauhkan diri dari u.coz i rasa u patut dh lama b'ubah.kte pun dh lama knal.even family msing2 pun dh tahu.why not if i leh b'ubah tuk u,then u do da same thing to me?rite?i really want us to be together.until Allah cabut nyawa nie.kita hanya leh merancang,tp tuhan yg tentukan..rite?daty tiap kali solat,i doakan hbungan ni d'rahmati kekal jodohnya selamanya.insyaallah.hoping dat u do da same.dear,thanks..sbb lyn perangai i nie.maaf,kdg ble i mrh i ckp mcm2.ayat yg sgt xelok.maaf.i akan cuba kawal.i cuba tuk berubah.mana yg patut i ubah.hope,u pun sedar.tuk kte gak kn? ;')Dear..today hubungan kte dh ckup sebulan 3taun.heee.happy sgt.thanks for accepting me the way i am.walaupun jauh lg p'jalanan nie,cyg harap kte sama2 tempuh so dat pe yg kte nk t'capai.plz."change".u know wat i mean.ILYSM. <3
note for myself :"NEVER LEAVE SOMETHING GOOD TO FIND SOMETHING BETTER,BECAUSE ONCE YOU REALIZE YOU HAD THE BEST,THE BEST HAS FOUND BETTER"
mood now : i'm heading to s.alam tomorrow.meet him.EPPY!! :'D
p/s : love note tuk si dia.tgh angau2 sket sbb mcm xcited.wndu.sila klik X if akit mata bce nie.Chilll~ ^__^
